The Krishna I Seek

Krishna : One name. One presence.

And yet, a thousand ways of belonging to Him.

At different stages of life, I find myself yearning for a different Krishna.

Sometimes, I yearn for Him like Radha did, as a lover yearns for her beloved,

for there is a woman within me who longs to know

what it feels like to be loved by Krishna.

Sometimes, I yearn for Him like Rukmini did, as a wife yearns for her husband,

for the quiet companionship of a shared life, for a love that is chosen, lived,

and held through every season.

Sometimes, I yearn for Him like Draupadi did, as a sakha, the friend who needs no explanation,

the one I can call upon with nothing but a whisper of the heart,

knowing He will understand.

Sometimes, my motherly heart awakens, and I yearn for the Kanha of Yashoda

the little one with mischievous eyes,

the naughty child I would want to hold, scold,

and love endlessly.

And then, beneath all these versions of me, there is my soul.

The quietest, truest part of who I am.

And that soul does not ask Him

to be a lover, a husband, a friend, or a child.

It asks Him to be my Saarthi.

A Saarthi…to sit beside me in the Kurukshetra of my life,

to hold the reins when I lose my way,

to steady me when the battlefield feels too loud,

and to remind me, once again, who I am.

Perhaps that is Krishna’s beauty. He remains one.

And yet, He becomes exactly who my heart needs Him to be.

~ Amruta Tamhne 

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